Visions Of Future Hindsight occurences

I truely see the past as a way to guide your future. But i dont see is how ppl get locked into repeating the past. Like it's not a map of shit not to do. Currently Putting my metaphoric/physical/mental footprint in time down. Cant allow it. I mean I once heard someone say Mistakes mean nothing its the consequences that we have to live with..... right/wrong?
Its preception that others take of our actions that make up there re-actions that seem to rain down as our consequences(i low key just got deep)(fuck that i been deep)
lol. Okay maybe i was really shallow at one time. But who hasnt been.








I am beginging to realize how much i could honestly do with patience... yet im still like fuck patience with leave you a patient of time. But hell im still growing as a person/man/being. So in time.... maybe... maybe not. New Poetry coming in a couple days hope you all felt "The Nature of US" i mean speak on it. Shout outs to Devin, Trey, Reverb. all of you that hit me on the email. Much love.



*out/night/morning/late*

oh and......






what is there left to say HARD(fucking)BODY!!! Right?!

Days OF Weeks... hours of those...

Running into writers blocks/obstacles of self. This in return makes me think how do i get myself out of my own way.... Because i honestly believe that there is no one that can stop me but me. So dayum Cliche' but (dead ass the truth) So where does that leave you? when your the fork.... I think overthinkin is a great excercise. Yet i believe piecing together past emotions with present thoughts is even better... lol.


Today seems to be one of those backwards/mixmatch days... where it looks bad outside but it doesnt affect your mood.... Like its pouring and dampers your plans but your emotions is like fuck it with a smile... Ye' smile all day.

Sometimes I wish.....

So.... as i woke up this morning its pouring down raining.And i wake up next to this angel... hair all over head... like its never been done before. Yet i smile... in total bliss. Knowing that beauty is truely in the eye of the beholder/I beheld. And i this thought of her in the same position/pose as the adina howard cover. And how i seem to have this thing for certain types of females in certain types of hair styles. I mean a woman can rock anything and grab/grasp a mans attention. I swear there is something about a woman who can hoop with some straight back braids and a pair of sweats on ((i dont know maybe it is just me))
Yet I cant get this one image out of my mind.... I swear a musical woman is something special.


SO yes i said i would begin to post what i write... Oh and you dont have to email me.. yes it is the one of the quickest ways to contact me so i guess that would be better in your eyes... in hindsight. So here we go. But on the same note you can comment and email me. new email addy..... g_carter@rocketmail.com....



"THE nature Of US"



as i lay back craving the rain drops of ur love to soak my roots...
steadily growing stronger as my branches wrap aroun its sunshine...
feeling the ocean of ur desire turning me into a penisula as the curves of our bodies clashes like the waves against the shores of ur heart....
nestled standing strong battling threw the test of time the lies of thunder...
which allows me to laugh at the grumbling of the wind...
or not feed into the bullshit of the lightening...
so i laugh here waiting to reep the fruits of our labor...
so i take in eve... to my adam...
as i takeone knee if she will have him...
so have me...
because ur love like mother earth has birthed a new man... as ur man.. rain on me... and we shall grow as we...

Destiny....Or faith in talent

So i took a brief intermission from the internet for a second... so much has taken place. So much has changed... But i have also decided to start putting up what i write.... I mean As many of you do not know I write. I put down a lil on the pad with the pen. It is simply like a discussion between my brain/heart/soul (self) and allows me to get that bullshit that i carry with me day to day (life) off my back/shoulders.

So as i a woke to a very blaming text this morning. I thought. Is there anyother true prespective than your own. I mean there is no way for you to honestly see something as it happens threw someone elses eyes. I mean how you see and precieve something is a mirror of your presonality/ who you are/ your beliefs. So as i decided how to respond. I thought/pondered even if i do explain my point of view does it really change how someone looks at the situation. I mean they may figure they were right or wrong. But it wont change there reaction/presence about something.

Right/Left Side of the bed.......

I woke up completely in a good mood... it maybe because of the SxSw... Hmmm but for whatever reason the outcome was good. Charles hamilton tonite preforms with Blu&exile Dope. I say. Dope. And my simple love for music>rock>indie>hiphop... has this excitment in me i guess.
But i was thinking.. is there love at first sight if your blind(to love)?! seems as though the state of emergency in the world has emerge a better state for music. Cause seems as though the worst off the economy is looking the better artist seem to be coming out of the pool of Bull... For the record certain artist should not be allowed to hold certain titles I.E. the title artist/musician! 1. Plies. 2. gucci mane 3. Keak Da Sneak... lmao... just to name a few that pissed me off as my mind began to wonder. Some may say souljha boy ( fact i do not like his music) but have you seen the young kid place together a beat on fruity loops. Peep worldstarhiphop. DL fruityloops yourself and then you shall understand.

SxSw

SxSw starts tomorrow the fact that there so many good acts and i truely dont know where to start makes it so fun... sometimes it does suck to love music this much. But when something like this comes around its hard body!!! I mean I shall be definately in rocking out yet fashionably controled as i watch Charles hamilton do his thing tomorrow... then cudi on thurs... then Lst...just so many bands... I low key just channeled the scene from "Dude where's my car" lmao and then.... (no and then) and then.... (No and then)and then.... lmao






Today feels like a laid bacc as day... even though i walked into a hail storm of bullshit at work! i mean its like a bunch of chimpanzee's here just throwing shit around at eachother seeing who they can hit... but isnt it like that at most jobs anyway. Its all about making your dough, ducking the assholes, and climbing the ladder in the process or saying ultimately fuck it!

Rigid Rambling....

So i woke up wondering where/How should my next move be... I mean this week coming up is going to be mad different yet crazy exciting. you never know how people react to things that have been/will be/are being said. So Im currently in the craziest mood. Like so many different emotions at once yet it feels so outer body. Which makes it to hard to describe... I currently find myself wondering why... I mean i know why people overall do most of the things they do (simply) out of self preservation over self expectancy. Like people woul dmuch rather do what they feel or what makes them feel than to do what is hard and maybe abnormal. So in the process they hurt the ones that they feel are most important by basically taking away there ability to hurt them. Crazy part in it all they hurt themselves in the long run!! the world>life>heart is a crazy thing.



today looks how i feeel... gray rainy gloomy cold out. *sings* its pouring the old man is snoring... Damn this shit sounds mad depressing hahahahahaha yet im smiling.Or least i have that Kayne smile on. simply because

I have decided to switch IT

Im going to turn this totally into a direction towards my two favorite things in life... Me and HIPHOP... i believe my life deserves a Soundtrack so why not use this to play it?! right?.... stay tuned in cause imagine with my life and my Love/existence/lust in hiphop this should be fun... lmao! for me!